Am I too hopeful ? Or is it , if Trump got into the White House
Why these ? I need to be on the east side north in tiny space of America where more people used to others , not necessary accept ! .. or they just don’t give a … about you like most decent New Yorkers do ! . My safety not big names ! I wear hijab ,and it is crazy to be in any other parts of U.S right now .I seriously had trouble to find a Uni ! wondering if they will accept me ( as I am , LOL ) and offer type of degree I need (?) in whole of America .. but forget the foreigners, where do the citizens go to study and what kind of education they get ? for real .I totally understand why the Ivies don’t accept non white and non uppers ! and only Chinese for International students .. poor them ! they do not have enough place . This is sad … way sad , that I actually considered the “God talker” Pat Robertson’ university as a last option !. They don’t even have 5 stars hotels over there !.
Now what ? try again ? one more year ? what to do in between ? go to Africa and save a village ? yeah , that would make my resume look great .Whatever it takes ! .
What am I doing ? … I want to die , a wish I kept since BIRTH ! … but am still here in this world .. so try to figure things to spend time . Nothing much …nothingness .
I’ll made me a t-shirt with : Ain’t favo , a favourite person . They say ” unable to take favorable action ” … unable ? was the committee drunk ? .I thought I had a good plan for restart …obviously they thought it was too late too useless , LOL .
Do I blow chances or do I never get them right and fair ? .The major question of my f**ked up life .
راضية يا رب بقدرك و الناس زعلانة